He broke his own heart and I watched as he tried to reassemble it

Okay I give up on the 30 days challenge thing because I have been lagging for a week heehee.

^^ I need this again, SOON. Free mix-in day please!!!!! Seriously craving for it. :-( But the earliest I'll get it is about 2 weeks from now UGH.

I have been feeling just so tired these few days. And heavy. All I want to do is stay in bed all day without thinking of school related stuff and play Wii and be happy. Zzz ticketing & schoolwork & Chem is driving me up the wall. I really really really hope I improve in Chem if not I am one dead chicken. I feel like my time management skills are non-existant ever since the year started and I need to start prioritising. However sometimes I just feel so damn sick of studying that when I look at my tutorials I want to puke and burn them but obviously that is not an option. Therefore I must develop a positive attitude towards my books and give my heart & soul to them, at least for the next 7 months!!!!!!!!!!!!! Approximately 7 months and 6 days more!!! Shit that is very little time but we will all survive.

Today was kind of a shitty day. I don't feel good at all when you are upset so CHEEEEEEEEER UP (doubt you'll see this) we are all going through the same stuff soooooooooooo if it helps, you can rant to me I don't mind heehee :-) I am dreading next _. I think nobody understands how much I dread _ because, just because, nobody knows how exactly it feels to be humiliated and to feel lousy about yourself Allllllllll. Theeeeee. Time. This must change if not I'll just shrivel up and die before the year ends due to a lack of self-confidence and ego.

When you gave up on me, I did the same to you so there's no turning back now. Sorry but you can't just treat people as back-up plans. Nobody likes being an option when they treat you like a priority so, goodbye.

MY PHONE IS FIXED (FINALLY) I HOPE IT DOESN'T DIE ON ME ANYMORE PLZ!! (I am super excited for F's concert HEEHEE ^-^)